Saturday, October 10, 2009

sick sick sick!!

Aaarrrraaarrrrgggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
I'm so frustrated, i cant talk at all... This is my first time in 23years life that i lost my voice totally, having a very bad cough and had been forcing myself talking and ended up i'm mute!!!

what can i do to get my voice back? i've been taking medicine which makes me drowsy, drinking lots of "liang cha", drinking lots of water, honey water but those doesn't seems to help...
Went to work this morning but i found that i cant talk to my clients at all, they told me can you not whisper but i cant coz i lost my voice totally...
ended up, i went to see doctor since kor kor still around that area so got him to fetch me...

Doctor gave me 3 days MC and ask me not to talk as to let my throat rest...
But its really frustrating when i cant talk, the only thing that i can do is to type type type and only type, even talking to baby just now also must message...
i want my voice back!!!
gonna take my medication again...
hate those medicine making me drowsy, drowsy....
hate it when i'm sick...
i want to sing till all night long but i cant, cant even speak when the person is in front of me...
i cant explain my frustration...

one thing that makes me happy now
i found the Denim Jacket that i'm looking for...
once again, i'm naughty!!!
(sorry baby, i cant resist...)
I think i better go to bed soon coz if i continue surfing the net, i'm afraid i cant control...
as i will vent all my frustration and ends up online shopping...
cant help, that's my relieve when i'm sad, stressed or frustrated...
good night everyone!!
make a wish...
i hope that my voice will come back soon....